2009年5月19日 星期二

Fine or not snacks overview

Fine or not snacks overview

10 kinds of snacks not good

1.The jelly not merely can't supply nutrition while eating jellies, even will visit the absorption which trouble some nutrient. At present, 30% jelly bases sold on the market are that a can't be the carbohydrate that the human body absorbs - -Cara glue, suck fruit juice basically, sweet taste its from refined sugar, but perfume come from artificial essence.

However, have no fat in the jelly, include in some " water soluble meal fibers ", take some have harm, either can let you get fat, but you don't expect, come " increase nutrition " with it on a small quantity.

2. The nutritive value of chips chips is very low, also contain a large amount of fat and energy, eat more appetite of destroying, it is apt to cause the fat, or the formidable enemy with vigorous and graceful skin.

3.The nutritive value of puffed rice is in line, but contain more lead among them, such harmful heavy metal can influence children's intelligence and physical development, damage the adult's neural function.

4.Fruit drops, lollipop have sugar only, does not have any relation with the fruit, its bad smell of fruit is from additive such as essence, pigment. It is apt to cause the decayed tooth and fat to eat more.

5.Preserved fruit, candied fruit are in the food processing, vitamin C that the fruit includes is basically totally destroyed, except a large amount of heat energy, do not almost have other nutrition, but eat so many candies, will also cause you to produce the shortage of thiamine and some microelements. In addition, may also contain and visit rotten pharmaceutical of food such as some preserved fruit, it will influence the health to often eat.

6.Preserved sweetened plum, salt content Li too high, take in a large number of salt branches bring out hypertension for a long time.

7.The fat content is very high the fast food, the nutritive value is lower, it is balanced to eat more and is unfavorable to the diet.

8.The biscuit belongs to the fatty, high-energy food, vitamin and mineral content is less, it is balanced, apt to cause the fat too to eat more and is unfavorable to the diet.

9.Bubble gum, chewing gum nutritive value zero nearly, some product contain a large number of preservatives, artificial edulcorants,etc., especially some substandard products with low quality, very great to the healthy damage.

10.Bulk small food nutrition in line out, but contain food additive such as a large number of pigment, essence, preservative, artificial edulcorant, excipient, eat more and is unfavorable to the health.

15 kinds of better snacks

1.Sunflower seed, can maintain the skin. The sunflower seed contains protein, fat, many kinds of vitamin and minerals, among them the content of the inferior oil acid is particularly abundant. The inferior oil acid facilitates keeping the skin delicate, prevent the skin from being dry and turn into the patch.

2.The peanut, can defend dermatosis. Vitamin B2 contain rich amount of in the peanutted is exactly one of the comparatively scarce vitamins in the meal on ordinary days the residents of our country. So intend to eat some more peanuts, can not merely supplement the deficiency of vitamin B2 in the daily meal, and facilitate preventing and curing many kinds of diseases such as harelip, eyes ruddy itching, lipoprotein overflowing dermatitis.

3.The walnut, very beautiful first. Walnut contain abundant growth plain, can make nail to be firm to fracture walnut contain rich amount of plant albumens meanwhile while being difficult, can promote the growth of the nail. Often eat walnuts, the ones that facilitate the nail are beautiful and tough.

4.Big date, prevent scurvy. Date vitamin C content very abundant, call nutritionist " living vitamin C pill ". If lacks vitamin C in the meal, people will feel tired and languid, even produced scurvy.

5.Firm tooth of cheese. The cheese is " rich ore " of the calcium, can make teeth firm. The nutritionist indicates, an adult eats 150 grams of cheese every day through research, facilitate reaching the goal not old of old teeth of people.

6.The fig, promote the blood circulation. The fig contains a kind of aspirin -like chemical material. Can dilute the blood, increase the flow of the blood, thus make amount of blood supply of the brain abundant.

7.Pumpkin son and American pistachios, are rich in materials such as unsaturated fatty acid, carrotene, peroxide and enzyme,etc., appropriate can guarantee the blood flow volume of brain to eat, make people full of energy and having a radiant face.

8.Toffee, suck candy, calcium, appropriate to eat, can supplement brain energy, make people to be god comfortable, the skin is moist.

9.Chocolate, enable people's mood making joyful and cosmetic function, can produce and reflect the material in the if talking love the same body.

10.Sesame cream, there are dark hair, moist work that takes place, nourishes blood, eat and can prevent and cure the gray hair, depilate to the ill, make people's hair glossy black and beautiful.

11.Raisins, there are air of benefit, benefit of enriching the blood, happy color. But should pay attention to the hygiene.

12.Mint, can moisten throat, except that halitosis, internal heat of coming loose, make people god comfortable in clear throat.

13.Fruits such as mandarin orange, orange, apple,etc., are rich in vitamin C, can slow down or block the formation of the melanin, brighten the skin, belong to the alkaline food, can make the blood keep neutral or slightly alkaline, thus there is building up body, cosmetic function.

14.Beef jerked, baking the sliced fish and is rich in the protein, iron, zinc etc., the right food makes people's skin ruddy.

15.Milk beverage, contain 1/3 of the milk, still strengthen vitamins and microelement sometimes, it is one of the beverages which is rich in nutrition.

The first-class man is afraid of the wife

The first-class man is afraid of the wife
One such statement spreads in the society: "The first-class man is afraid the wife, the medium-sized man loves the wife, inferior man hits the wife. "
This mean, praise, arrive one lofty position very man to afraid of wife, let, afraid wife become one fashion, one division man standard of grade. The people who invent this sentence must be the highest grade in the person who afraids of wife.

But does not mention, the man afraid of the wife is really very apt to succeed yet.
According to finding of anthropologist, afraid of man of wife family steady, man remove backyard on fire supposition from, absorbed in one's own career, often successful. Laziness, carelessness in man's personality, it is easier to be transform diligently, carefully; And the habit of smoking, getting drunk can be controlled, benefit the health; It is aptest to influence family's steady husband to linger on factors such as the monthly place of wind,etc., fear " whether river east lion shout " appear little very too. The man afraid of the wife is enjoying the marriage faithful to husband till death, live the happy life that couple live together to a ripe old age.

Certainly, the man afraid of the wife is not so easy to do, listen to this word of " hen-pecked husband ", be obeyed wife's arrangement on behavior of knowing these men, some criteria must be followed.
Required to the woman's " the three obediences and the four virtues ", transferred to the hen-pecked husband man's head completely now in the past. " three has from four " the man: Madam orders to obey, madam wants the retinue while going shopping, madam does to want to follow blindly wrong; Madam wants to wait while making up, madam wants to remember on birthday, madam spends money being willing to, madam curses and beats wanting to bear.
The study on hen-pecked husband man is more and more careful.

Someone afraid of wife divides into 3 types play :
The first kind: The real one is afraid of the wife.
The wife is very fierce and tough, the husband is timid; The husband is really really afraid of the wife the bottom of heart, this is a real hen-pecked husband.
Woman like raging fire, strong grandson two mother and for example, open one's mouth, scold easily, touch it, send right away; It is a kind of self-protection that the man's " fearness " is mostly in
The second kind: Afraid of the wife seemingly
The husband is not really afraid of the wife, just for the harmony of the family, children's physical and mental health, so pour oil on troubled waters, listen to wife, make a pair of appearances which is afraid of the wife.

Third, because like growing and fearing.
Because love the wife, is and is afraid the wife, are afraid she is angry, afraid she is sad, afraid she does not love oneself.
The man is in the boundless and indistinct sea of faces, proper at the time of that, meet the person that oneself likes, come into the marriage palace hand in hand, in the marriage life afterwards, the man is willing the slave is a servant, that to afraid but because love oneself put status in " afraid " voluntarily;
The woman's beauty, let man's jealousy be held greatly, love it with the passing of time, " dote on " has been turned into " afraid ";
Woman's intelligent intelligence, have mind, can bear, the thing outside family's family can do a job with skill and ease, it is not good to let people refuse to obey, the man's " fearness " is actually one kind to offer clothes;
All this kind, are all the hen-pecked husband's causes of disease, so though the man is the tiger, the woman has made the loosing militarily of the tiger of catching.

What is more, somebody has compared and assessed the man of every large city,
That won henpecked the first place is the man in Shanghai, they even more than loving oneself, make it become the most admirable woman in the world to spoil the flirtatious woman in Shanghai gently.
The runner-up is a man in Chengdu, it is said the men of Chengdu should all add a wheelchair on the right side of the bicycle, in order to let the wife sit more comfortably; Woman say what what it is, once not obedient, spoil angry Chengdu woman of chilli stretch out one's hand, can twist red swelling ears of husband. .
The 2nd runner-up is a man in Wuhan, though they belong to the role terribly among the national men, but be candidlied acknowledge one's inferiority by the woman in Wuhan efficiently finally.
Is not this joke spreading in ancient times strange?
Say a county magistrate's incoming, it is said that it is all hen-pecked husbands to have jurisdiction over men under, does not believe very much. Order the corvee to go outside to catch several passing men to come back at will. The county grandfather orders: "Ones that are afraid of the wives, all stand on the left; Ones that are not afraid of the wife, stand on the right. "Breathe out one, people crowd, get on the left go nearly all, only one one stand in on the right. The county grandfather is happy, there is the one that is not afraid at long last. Who knows an exceptional man here answers even more: I to afraid of the wife, but the wife says that mustn't get to a lot of place of people. "
Think about it, even all afraid of the wife's like this in the society of " husband guides wife "; Nowadays is the society afraid it is rare that the wife has anything?

Disappear you,the Traditional Chinese one ""add by pieces of " broom " by word for " woman ", that for old times woman sweep by portrayal of courtyard; " woman " word can simplify, " woman " add pieces of " mountain " that pour by the word, woman gets angry, even mountain can be pushed over, what's more the man people? Is not afraid of the wife, can you make it?

2009年3月31日 星期二

Fallen leaves are a tired butterfly

Fallen leaves are a tired butterfly
The setting sun very go, the west wind is more and more urgent.

The leaf falls, come to ride the whereabouts leaf in autumn. Autumn is coming, people are thin with autumn, worried with autumn.

But golden yellow fallen leaves are not sad, it understands how to comfort oneself in the autumn wind, it knows, one's own sleeping is for new waking up. Fallen leaves are a tired butterfly

Fallen leaves have deciduous advantages, can no longer fall into the entanglement of the love; Fallen leaves have beautiful the deciduous one, it is a tired butterfly. I can even feel the gentle shout of leaves falling down.

That time, heart of me slightly quiver, seem one of numerous leaves that fall one after another.

I have seen the homeland, see the old tree of that life and growth in nature in front of the old door, have seen the smoke from kitchen chimneys is rocked because of the coming back of the alien. As to walk foot of alien land far, for wing to fly into sky, smoke from kitchen chimneys can tear the rope broken never. Just like the loud tree in the crossing, its branch bes and points to a lot of ways, and there is one starting point, there is only one too in the terminal point, each person who leaves the village, all took a slice of green leaves away, but leave a root.

I have seen the cliff of the homeland, see the stone is on the cliff, is striving to burst forth with flower; See sheep are on the cliff, is striving to drift with cloud.

I have seen my eave, form all over ice in winter, hold all over chirping of birds in summer, a cluster of chillies are often regarded as the kindling material in days of poverty. Guard the sparrow brandished from head to foot in eave, always live day with the peasant family attentively so harmoniously. Twine that heart on the road constantly, is this eave.

I see mother, for allow us freeze into winter, she pick up one withered branch successively, like interspersing those broken days one by one, then, send being warm to us. The higher the firewood buttress yard is, but mother is shorter and shorter. I saw mother's that pair of wizened breast, two incomplete bowls begging for food not whole of picture, but has put down and had the grand banquet of all one's life for us. The red dim flame which mother lighted in the hole of cooking stove, has become those our only shoulder that can depend on at night, the warm and warm hands that can only be held.

A person residing elsewhere finally returns to his native land, am I old? We have spent much time obtaining the wealth, it is enjoyed but seldom there is time; We have larger and larger houses, but live at home fewer and fewerly; Get to the moon then come back, but find that it is all very difficult to get to the neighbour's downstairs; Conquer the external world, know nothing about but one's own inner world.

The person going on a long journey, what sound makes you keep one's identity hidden? What wind blows you to the alien land? Autumn shake the leaf one after another and fall, hang up the end of the branch people's miss one after another like this. Should go back, go, see that head give birth to I, let me to be because of growing up green to let I because ripe loud yellow tree again, there is sleeping mother in fallen leaves. Mother, my step hurriedly is a stitch of your dense stitches. Mother, I carrying the tattered luggage want to come back, I finding the paradise want to come back too.

Fallen leaves are spread on the way home from level to level, I want to step on the warm carpet to visit mother. Mother falls down from the magnificent end of the branch slowly like this fallen leaf too, just, she has not woken up again.

The world, can keep here people house, can take away people the road. Years are unable to stretch out a hand, catch the passing cloud for you. If everything also can collect, pick up, come back again, mother, I want, go smile, step wind to pick up you, do the lamp oil with your love, rotate with your kind-heartedness, I want to light it, put into the heart, way not forgetting to go home all one's life.

It is getting cold, the leaf of the tree falls down, the tree is very near to the I. I seem to hear them solidify slowly.

It is getting cold, they stand by rows, pain in a burst of positions of secret stood fast at in the heart. But the leaf falls down, has concealed everything.

Mother has gone, soul has had no backing, have that kind of feeling leaking out everywhere quickly. But gale has been blowing all the time, one is clean after blowing the dust around the homeland. My small homeland is being wrapped up by autumn.

There is a tree on mother's tomb, that is the poem that I write to mother. Every autumn, leaves are dropped one after another, hide mother's grave mound tightly. Those fallen leaves of the slight groan in the wind, look far into the distance, like a group of tired butterflies, draw them in in the beauty twinkling of an eye in all one's life silently: A blush, a piece of oath, or a sound of simple sigh.

2009年2月16日 星期一

Have everything dully

Have everything dully
For a long time. Been failing to get down to write some things or do some other things all the time. Young heart seem so deeply worried uneasy, moment in the dead of night feel more pain especially.
What I know with time day by day is written in water, the annual ring of one's own life is increasing silently and silently too. Sometimes, want to catch time and look over attentively sillily and sillily, attempt to let time stay long, let me resume, but damnable time is running at full speed so mercilessly.
Perhaps the pain at heart should be ascribed to the one's own falling and compelling and helpless now, ascribe to one's own one opinionated and feeling both grieved and indignant at the depravity of human society and the suffering of the teeming masses. But realistic cruelty, is that oneself is unable to change.
Perhaps it is a pessimist scared by the difficulty by the setback that oneself is out and out, have already been confused by everything in this world. Just as one have heads of fly, get lost, of dying the general darkness, hum and fly arbitrarily.
Perhaps one's own thought overly breaks away from reality, it is a pure idealist, a pig snoring loudly in one's sleep like the sunshine having enough on being warm.
Perhaps - ----
Dare, perhaps, dare perhaps and then really.
I fear I perhaps go down, will look like the little swallow who breaks away from the colony, in boundless loneliness, fear, there is no whereabouts in even place to perch in the evening. Fear oneself have mother raise child like one, have a running nose corner of the mouth plate one dark, life is having no care and warmth in this world. Fear to look like juvenile Runtu in the works of Lu Xun oneself, after going through the trials and hardship of the affairs of human life, become numb and merciless, there is not any reason that can be awakened.
The written language oneself of the true love, always seek to get the thing that can stimulate soul to in one's own self-delusion before, make one's own life send out and is named the faint light in one's own subconscious. But present oneself, one can't get inside the characters amazingly again. Ten million ideas that in the head to always flash, but the meteor that all row if in a moment each time is the same, after rowing, there is nothing. Indeed, there is nothing.
Proper and young, there should be ten million reasons to advance courageously. But can't advance courageously vigorously forward, why do not I know? Young oneself, what is sought on earth?
The literature dream chased in the past, can not already evoke the ripples at all on one's own heart lake. Nowadays is held the job of one hundred sheets, one's own any passion that can't give either. Even happy love, give excited reason to me incompetently. My God, what has oneself really become?
Innocent oneself, has been feeling good oneself all the time, has been firmly believing all the time that can be outstanding, been firmly believing all the time too that should be able to accomplish something. Until today, just find oneself was a piece of oneself originally. What, the gifted scholar of literature, horseshit. What, accomplish something, the wretch. What, bright future, talk nonsense.
I do not want to go on like this again, do not really want.
I do not want to have any great conduct again, there is any impractical illusion to one's own life again to want either. I only want to treasure for every day, do a good job of one's own every thing steady and surely, every step of passing by one's own life solidly.
The flower is in bloom and fall, has fallen and is open. Grass green and yellow, yellow and also green. Years samsara cyclically since it is so, I let every day of the life such as oneself too, living happily.
Having really grown up, 23 years old. Should not let oneself have too great mishap again, can't let oneself fritter away one's time day by day, should not let the grey at the temples parents of home hold and break to pieces the whole heart for oneself.
Ancient one day three body, I of province. One's own words and deeds, have did ever concentrated one's attention on and introspected? The individual character letting the hair down is non- willing to have to depend on the individual character, the individual character not satisfied with the existing state of affairs for a living, everything should be hidden deeply. Oneself is an ordinary person, ordinary people, should spend each day ordinarily.
I mustn't relax oneself boundlessly again, don't work on one job but long for another again, want book business show rivers and mountains, don't make and then dream out of reach angry again. No, can't want either.
23 years old, considered settling down and getting on with one's work. Consider doing some things. Consider taking a wife and giving birth to the son. Consider sharing and lessening worry for the family. Learn to cash in.
23 years old, should learn selectively. Should learn to plan the happiness. Should learn to stand everything. Should learn to give oneself and pressurize. Should learn to know oneself correctly.
It is the wealth to be young, it is not the capital which spends the waste freely. Do one's own every thing well dully, have every one's own dream dully, choose everything that there shouldn't be, create one's own every sum of wealth dully dull, it is everything that oneself must be done well dully.
Let oneself remembered finally: Have everything dully.

2009年1月8日 星期四

17 worst specialities of Chinese university

17 worst specialities of Chinese university
17 worst specialities of Chinese university, have your specialities
1,Biological engineering is domestic even famous school does not all have opportunity, only green turtle to read to doctors, still can teach. It is enrolled but at present the mark first high. There are getting hopeful examinees of numerous high scores every year, but really waste.
There is not a presentable biotech firm at home, so it is very difficult to work and look for. The first place counted backwards that this speciality has carried off undergraduate course and obtained employment in this school for three years in succession.
2,Law science, nationwide excessive enrollment has already destroyed this speciality completely. Including basically difficult in the undergraduate course inside with the prestigious university especially to look for a job. Unless read to the graduate student without a break and add judicial examination and civil servant and pass the examination. The person that can not pass is only eliminated.
3,The environment professional undergraduate course is basically unable to obtain employment. Only go to take part in the entrance exam of the Environmental Protection Agency.
4,Marketing, information management (originally known as museology) Unless, it manage at logistics, unless e-commerce, content the wishy-washy, kill time,at the speciality to last life.
5,Study in international politics and diplomacy. Name very pleasant, but undergraduate course have outlet, can go, engaged in, study while being lucky.
6,News department. Domestic and famous speciality of deceiving people. The professional content is baffled. Cook up some theories and deceive people, inferior to even Chinese. It is very bad to obtain employment in undergraduate course, most students can only go to crowd the civil servant's single-plank bridge. Only the news of Beijing Foreign Studies University fastens some in the impression, gives lessons in English, it is good too to look for a job.
7,Literature of Chinese. Ministry of Education announces and obtains employment the first difference.
8,Manpower resources management,etc.. Including some industrial and commercial administration,etc., is basically chicken ribs, because the practicality is too strong, look for a job unable to achieve one's heart's desire but unwilling to accept less, others read pieces of MBA can keep you undergraduate course study hard 4 years.
9,Economics. Everybody think that made money in this speciality, in fact this speciality practised the theory. Some universities unite international trade, finance, finance and economics now, offer economics, and good some at long last
10,It is the information resources that the E-government is originally known as file administration, have another name called information science, have a name and information management. There are different changes in the name on the basis of the school.
11,Mathematics with applied mathematics ' Computational mathematics) Known as computer and mathematics to unify, still can go to practise economy. But the actual conditions are: The one that study mathematics. Reflect, do not obtain employment well according to everybody. I supplement a bit, school this mathematics known as national the top three, but because undergraduate course graduate find work sell for the computer, the lucky finally one has been admitted to the civil servant. Unless but it say someone mathematics, and then it studies that computer is any ample in delayed effect,work can also with, this estimates it is for strong person. Individual thinks mathematics consumes the mental work very much, don't enter for this speciality if not having capability.
13,Physics. Why it is in employment, go abroad getting easy to handle.
14,Food science, it is very difficult to obtain employment!
15,Information and calculation science. This speciality will be played soon
16,Environment speciality. Do not I know, is that all right to do the building and drain off water? But that seems it is a rule speciality of the city. Environmental project,etc., as rotten as living beings.
17,Information management, the original body is library science, but a speciality as rotten as museum too.

Beautiful girl and ordinary girl

Beautiful girl and ordinary girl
The beautiful girl has beautiful faces and very good stature. They are numerous boys' targets of pursuing, their sky is always sunny, everybody thinks them very happy. The ordinary girl has ordinary faces and ordinary stature, few boys pay attention to them, all looking around, they will complain about the inequity of life too sometimes.



Always have many extraordinary or quite outstanding boys, feel very outstanding at least around the beautiful girl. Since there is such a superior condition, the beautiful girl has improved the outlook naturally, it is undoubtedly perfect that they delineate the image of the future boyfriend or lover out, the choice which they do not stop, they need romantic happiness, wait for the arrival of their charming prince. The ordinary girl's life like ordinary people, the boy by the body regards her as the friend but often ignores the fact that they are the girl frequently. They will imagine one's own charming prince too, but he is an ordinary person. The ordinary girl may tolerate the boyfriend and have some shortcomings, this love not changed whole life that they need only.


Beautiful girl know, should choose any one often, facing each other moon pray god come, tell she often. The ordinary girl believes one's own choice, believe the choice of all one's own life too.


The beautiful girl has too many chances, they like teasing the chance, like transient romance, to show they are out of the common. They often tell the persons who pursue " You are only an ordinary one in them " . The ordinary girl goes to treasure each chance diligently, they safeguard this emotion to be lasting with a heart. They can use expression in one's eyes and sight to tell him: " this is our choice of all one's life " .



It regards the boyfriend as the wallet that the beautiful girl is often careless, because they feel this is right. They courteous frequent visitor to make McDonald at all, put on Paris spring clothes spend V998 or V8088 of Motorola, that corner of the mouth tilted slightly seems to tell the boyfriend: "Your girlfriend --I am the most beautiful, it is right that enjoy these " . Care boyfriend that the ordinary girl looked after meticulously, because they think how hard no matter this world is bitter much, walk alone all, no matter how vary the end examine, it is two people that deal with together all future, treasuring him is to treasure one's own future. Ordinary girl can luxurious to, let boyfriend remember warm lovely only just too once in a while.


Love of the beautiful girl is full of romantically, her heart has never considered what has been the lasting love. The love of the ordinary girl is dull, yearn for romance in her heart, but understand the preciousness as long as the heaven and earth endure even more.

The beautiful girl's husbands are all very outstanding, have many girls more beautiful and younger than beautiful girl by outstanding husband's body, then, the beautiful girl has begun to safeguard the campaign of the love, because they know that could attract the husband oneself originally, then those girls can attract him too. Just she begins to ask oneself in the mind of beautiful girl: " what is the love " . The beautiful girl usually ends up divorcing.
Some husbands of the ordinary girl's are very outstanding, though there are outstanding girls around around him, but the ordinary girl knows: Have chosen one's own husband not to betray oneself in choosing numerously finally, because he understands the love is not the appearance beautiful. The ordinary girl will say to oneself: I have known the meaning of the love. The ordinary girl's future is usually happy.

2009年1月7日 星期三

One's love

One's love
Her stature is well-balanced and slightly shows thinly. She has a pitch-dark long hair. She likes the white dress. She always whispers while speaking. The step is in small, broken bits and slim and graceful when she walks. Crafty that her expression in one's eyes is flickered softly and frequently. She can use hands to cover the lip while smiling.
She likes singing, likes dancing too. Her voice is clear and melodious, sad. Her dancing posture is moved mildly and indirectly, efficaciously. Take a walk she at green shade liking,it put up head think leaf intervals dense flow rush down but under sunshine. She likes sitting on the small pavilion alone, listen to and spread and chant from the song of the distant place with fixed attentionly indistinctly in the night wind. She like horrow movie of watching, appear tense scene, she will both hands cover eyes rapidly, but can't help reserving a silk space in the middle.
When the happiness, she will smile very sweet, both sides of corner of the mouth raise, blow leisurely, seem this have thing that can can worry about it in the world. At the time of the agony, she is so helpless, two are dull and sorrowful, the weak body seems to be blown away by a gust of wind.
He remembers all of hers. He clearly knows too she will not love oneself this life. Just as this some people in the world are unable to get togather forever, when one pair of eyes is stared at, there will be ones that will cherish deeply in accordance with depending on. But he always has fantasies of it one day, they will be involving and setting about walking on the hillside with all over wild flower, they smile each other, walk shoulder to shoulder, there are butterflies whose freedom played by the body, so gentle.
After parting, he begins to dream frequently, though the situation in the dream has already been distinguished fuzzily and difficultly while waking up, but eyes can filled tear always, flow slowly along the numb face. He tells oneself again and again: You should be satisfied, was it offered as a gift and shaken that what can have? Look in the transient life that dies here promptly, here in the boundless and indistinct this world, you have already that persons liked met wholeheartedly, and the distance is so near for a time, it is so near as to seem to enter into the fairy tale.
He works desperately, in order to pack the inanition of heart, but this protective screen in name only is collapsing at the first blow like this, but nothing of collapse at careless moment of the federation. He learn, want, go, forget but memory just so stubborn, it is each that spread get dark bright and beautiful corner also those feeler.
He has learnt to walk, shuttle back and forth among the crowds in the downtown area alone, wipes the shoulder with numerous strangers, remember their face in a moment, then another one is forgotten. He used to, go cinema alone, hold the last row, watch unreal only beautiful and many all living creature in being dim in a wide empty one, he saw empty seat of both sides, made great efforts to want to smile, but buried the face in hands deeply at last.